Secret Lolita: The Confessions of Victor X by Donald Rayfield & Mr. Victor X

Author:Donald Rayfield & Mr. Victor X [Rayfield, Donald & X, Victor]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781452886466
Amazon: 1452886466
Publisher: CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform
Published: 2010-05-20T16:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 5

LAST LIAISONS

I was just under thirteen when I returned to Kiev as a fourth-former in grammar school. From the scholastic point of view this year was even more disastrous than the last for me. I just could not concentrate on academic books which I was anyway finding more and more boring. My marks got worse and worse. I was among the worst pupils in the class. My parents accounted for my failure by saying that I was too young (thirteen to fourteen) for the fourth class; however there were several others my age in the class. Whatever the cause, that year my class and examination marks were too low for me to pass into the next class and I had to retake the year - something I had once considered to be very shameful. So I spent my fourteenth year still in the fourth class and I was nearly fifteen when I went into the fifth. I not only had to retake the fifth year as well, I could not pass the tests for acceptance into the sixth. (I was by then nearly seventeen.) As one cannot stay three successive years in the same class in Russia. I had to leave grammar school. I was put into a so-called real (technical) school (a grammar school without Latin or Greek), but there too I failed. Some way was found of cramming me for an examination which got me back into the classical grammar school - which was more important, since it gave you more right - in the sixth class. I was then eighteen. But I failed the examination for passing into the seventh. I was then about nineteen. I tried to retake the sixth, but my marks were still so poor that I lost heart and left school for good in the middle of the year. I was nineteen and a half. All those years my health had been rather bad and I was often off school because of chest illnesses or neuralgia, and that did not contribute to academic success. At the age of seventeen I lost my mother who had a baby late in life and died of puerperal fever she caught thanks to the obstetrician's negligence: he had not disinfected properly after visiting a woman patient. The baby also died shortly afterwards.

For the whole of this period, between thirteen and twenty, my sexual life was very active. When I got back from the holidays I have been describing, we moved house yet again and I did not see little Sara any more. But I took up sex again with any schoolgirls that were willing and sometimes I had intercourse with servant girls if they were young and pretty. During the long holidays we spent in the country, I had a whole harem as it were at my service. Lastly I could always find ladies prepared to 'enlighten' me sexually. I still had success with my old method of feigning innocence and complete naivety. I could see that this was an almost infallible way of 'warming' the ladies up and giving them libidinous ideas.

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